Bravery is stupid and counterintuitive and nobody should be brave, ever
I’m in a funk and it’s fucking annoying me. I’m floundering a bit and I’m not sure what to say or do. The signals say one thing but the rest of it says something else and I’m kind of pissed off by it all. I hate not knowing what to do and I hate the idea of losing through inaction even more.
What a fucking mess.
I can be an emotional coward and normal things can be hard for me. And spare me the “That’s how it is for everyone” bullshit. I don’t care how it is for everyone. They’re not my problem, fuck knows I have enough problems of my own.
What a fucking mess.
So I decided to be brave and I decided to act, because fuck, you’ve gotta at least go down swinging, right?
So fucking stupid, so fucking dumb.
What a fucking mess.
10/03/2013 at 02:12
That’s usually the right decision. Most people are cowards and regret what they didn’t do much more than what they did do.
(Or at least they would if they had any brains.)